I Feel Close to Him Because We Haven’t Gotten Close Physically

 

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It’s been more than five months since I met my boyfriend. Yet somehow it feels like I’ve known him for years! I double check the math in my head on occasion, thinking that more time has passed than actually has.

Why do I feel so close to him after such a short time? There are a number of reasons. We’re closely compatible, he makes me laugh. But I think the biggest reason we’re so close is that we took things slow physically when we first started dating. It allowed us to get to know each other on the most important levels, minimizing the risk of confusing love and lust.

I’ve made the mistake in past relationships of jumping in a physical relationship too soon—making out with someone before really knowing if they were even worth my time. This left me physically and emotionally bonded to a guy before I’d fully considered whether or not there was a deeper foundation for a relationship. That’s not a healthy place to be in. That’s a recipe for heartbreak.

I wanted my relationship with my current boyfriend to be different. We held hands on the way home from our second date and then snuggled up to watch TV on the couch before I had to leave. On our third date, we shared a brief kiss before saying goodbye. And that’s as far as things went.

I’ll admit it can be frustrating at times. When you’re really starting to care about someone, you want to be more physical and show affection in that way. But overall I’m thankful we left room to get to know each other. I’m glad we’ve bonded first on a mental, emotional, and spiritual level. Because of this I knew early on that we were deeply compatible. We’ve dedicated our time to asking important questions, to getting to know each other’s families, to going out and being active and experiencing life together.

Physical intimacy will obviously play a much larger role in our relationship if we ever get married. But right now, it simply isn’t our main focus.  Holding off has allowed a deep trust to grow between us that would have taken longer to form if we had spent all our time those first months getting physical.

Morgan

Morgan

Morgan is an outgoing introvert, and one of the few people content living amongst the Midwest cornfields. Born and raised in Springfield, IL, she then moved to Bloomington-Normal and received her B.A. in Publishing at Illinois State University. Sheis an avid scrapbooker, an enthusiastic coffee connoisseur, and completely obsessed with cats. Morgan is part of I Believe In Love because she is learning to love herself again and wants others to as well.
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3 Comments

  • I sort of laughed at first when I saw your article. But then I realized that you hadn’t been with your boyfriend very long.
    Have you gotten intimate with another person before? Is that what made you not be intimate with him?
    I’m all for waiting to be intimate for some time but eventually human nature will take over.
    Don’t be surprised if you do get intimate it’s only human.

  • Morgan, I stumbled upon your article on fb and it is so true. I’ll pray your relationship continues to blossom!
    I am also content with the cornfields haha. I’m in Rockford, IL. Anyways, just wanted to say it was a great article. Speak truth!

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